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Friday, January 9, 2009







Hello, everyone!!



We're getting lots of snow as I write this. I guess they're calling for 8-10 inches by tomorrow morning. Yikes!!! I'm already tired of winter. Winter just makes me feel down in the dumps, of course that's where I've been lately anyways. Ralph still can't find a job and we are at the end of his unemployment benefits. We won't be able to make it on just one income. I don't know what we are going to do. I keep reminding myself there isn't anything I can do but wait on the Lord. I just don't understand what He has in mind for us. I feel I'm in a constant state of begging Him to help us somehow and then I look back over the last year and realize He has been helping us make it to this point. I'm trying so hard to let go.



Well, enough of that, I did have a little good news. My echo on my heart came back looking good which is a big relief to me. I don't know why my heart has been racing, I'm assuming it's from anxiety. I also found out my thyroid levels are off again, so that could contribute to my heart racing as well. I'm so thankful for that little bit of good news.

3 comments:

Life with the Crowls said...

bob looks like he is having fun in the snow. Glad your echo came back ok.

Chris Bolyard said...

Beth,
Glad your echo came back ok. You need to calm down! I know it is REALLY hard. God will work something out in His own time, it is so hard to wait though.

Jess & Melanie Heer said...

I'm GLAD your echo came back ok...I was a little worried about that!
I know this is a tough time right now but SOMETHING will work out and it will be better than you could've ever imagined! Try to relax....easier said than done, I know:o)